how many panandols does someone have to take to get him into a coma or death? i dont get why xinyi loves life. life is crap. anyway i'm talking to myself. no one comes here anw. i'm paranoid. which retard talks to himself/herself. so christmas is coming what do you guys want? everyone seems so excited and happy abt christmas. why? birthdays and christmas-es (no such word?) have always been BAD and pathetic for me. both is shit. really. really bad things always happen to me every year during christmas and birthdays. what i'm saying is. life is shit.
and wenyao is talkin to himself again.

new post to a dead blog. i suppose there wont be anyone looking at this either. lmao. wad do i want for christmas?
1. Get into a bloody coma.
2. new com. =)
3. renovate my already so small room.
4. go out. badminton, soccer, to the beach, anything.

yeah well. if u happened to see this do tell me ya? thanks.