national day parade, somehow, made me realise what i'm training to defend. the marching contingent, the spectators, the government, and all the little kids and teenagers performing for national day parade, not to mention the simulated threat performed by the Singapore Armed Forces.

another day was the double surprise for cedric. it was held at sentosa, where we played beach sports and all, and took a little walk down to RWS. It was great! the scenery, the lamp post was different, the whole theme of the entire area was just unique, and it's not like its my first time there, i just love being there, at Sentosa.

few may have known, i may be terrible with matters of the heart. i just can't forget and reject this stupid feeling i have been harbouring for sometime now. and it's not like we always talk, or hang out. we don't! it's retarded how i still have this feeling for her. what do i do, when i'm going overseas in three months, for at least half a year, hopefully. hm.

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